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hottttttttttt [29 Jul 2008|06:26pm] [ music | sam cooke ] i reacquired the tiger trap cd the other day after losing it when my computer got stolen from greylock a year and 1/2 ago, and i thought HEY I SHOULD POST IN MY LIVE JOURNAL. so here we are... i'm moving out of boston in the beginning of september to go home for a split second until i find a job somewhere else (possibly philly the city, and yes, possibly nyc now). this is probably the stupidest thing i could be doing, passing up a promotion and a raise at a job i don't hate and moving out of a sick, cheap room, BUT life adventure, right? we'll see how hard i fall on my ass and i hope you'll all have a good laugh with me sipping nips in the bread lines 4 years from now. what else what else. hm, i got nothing. anyway. SEE YOU ALL IN ANOTHER YEAR OR SO. 1 comment|speak!

[02 May 2007|05:08pm] haha i just went and re-read many of my old posts. hilarious. HOLY CRAP I'M DONE WITH SCHOOL THIS IS RETARDED NO ONE SHOULD HAVE EVER LET ME GRADUATE. gross. 1 comment|speak!

here is some shitty entry i jsut pulled out of my ass [20 Jan 2007|01:10pm] [ music | the lsot tribes ] so i haven't written in this thing in quite some time. and i never think about it or have any desire to post or read it anymore. so this will probably be the end of it for me. but anyway, so shit is cool. we're having a sweet show tonight. and another one two weeks from now. and another one a week after that. and i'm really excited. the hf show is going to rules. it's my last semester now and i'm freaking otu a bit. i know i will be fine, but it still makes me feel so weird. went to new york the other weekend and it was eh. we'll see we'll see we'll see right now i am late for an eye doctor appointment. i'm getting contacts and i'm painting my room and i'm buying some new shoes when i have cash i'm in one of THOSE moods, yup. speak!

and in this post i will continue [19 Dec 2006|01:16am] bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i fucked up i fucked up so hard who the fuck have i become? how could i make such mistakes? bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh speak!

gahhhhhhh [17 Dec 2006|07:54pm] this sucks. this weekend was supposed to rule real hard. why is everything failing me right now. 2 comments|speak!

[21 Oct 2006|07:22am] [ music | pavement WOWEE ZOWEE REISSUE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ] i kind of live off of conversations like that. they wear me out in the best way possible. bahhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhh there, that made me feel a bit better. ahh science. yessssssss. dudes grow a sack. leave me a lone. i'm gonna go listen to pavement til you come around. k bye speak!

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[20 Jul 2006|06:37pm] today i bought a 110 year old book for $1.50. what the fuck. there is also a possibility that i will be working 22 hours next sem., plus taking usual classes AND still having friday-sunday off AND not working past 6 everyday. that would make senior year completely awesome. speak!

[18 Jul 2006|01:28am] THIS IS DRUNK POST FYI: i'm almost done with collapse. thank god for the bookstore. i've read more there than i hve in the past few years (recreationally). i'm at the end and he is all talking about hippie stuff and it's kind of annoying. but maybe he will get better at the acutal end of the book in about 20 pages. maybe i'm just interpreting it in a differnt way because it's about the present/future and not about history like the rest of the book has been. ( Read more... ) 9 comments|speak!

don't be an imposter on humanity's roster [16 Jul 2006|09:44am] in a few hours i leave to go back to boston. all in all the weekend ruled. since this is the internet, here is a dumb +/- thing: +spending all day friday reading in the pool -eating way (WAYYY) too much food +eating WAY too much food +dan's good taste in eating establishments -bug bites +bbq food +driving all over the place +awesome val time with leah and kate +fruit salad +enough time to relax and figure out some things about post-college life -remembering that hanging out with high school aged kids was boring then and is still boring +corey's article -someone being so pessimistic about everything that it just pisses me off +wawa k i think that's it. i'll be back in boston at like 10 tonight. i'm also working full time this week which rules cause i need the money real bad. 1 comment|speak!

[09 Jul 2006|01:52am] [ music | strictly ballroom ] i'm going home this weekend. i'm super excited about it. in the four days i'm there i hope to see everyone that i haven't seen in a while, plus spencer. and hopefully spend some serious hours in the val. and in the pool. which i need very bad. i have to make some decisions soon and i don't quite know what to do. i know that i don't want to make any decisions, that's for sure. blah. 2 comments|speak!

[07 Jul 2006|12:38am] [ music | hate your friends-lemonheads ] looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong survey from leah! thanks! ( Read more... ) speak!

[01 Jul 2006|02:57am] [ music | the slits, duh ] i think i just really hurt my hand opening a harpoon off of my desk. whatever, it worked. tomorrow is spencer's last night in boston. if you know me at all you probably know that i'm really really bummed out about it. dfkas;djf skjldfj asdf. here is a HUGE picture from wayyyy back in the day (red glasses and all) ( text ) 2 comments|speak!

[25 Jun 2006|01:44pm] [ music | cock sparrer ] so! what should i get my lip tattoo to say? i have a few options now. but nothing mindblowing. (well one that's mindblowing, but getting it would make me nervous) all answers need to be in by monday at 6 thanks. 11 comments|speak!

[24 Jun 2006|04:05pm] [ music | the homosexuals ] ugh god. so scary. i'm still pretty shaken up, but i'm doing a lot better. i just can't stop thinking about how close i was to getting really really hurt. if i hadn't had that umbrella.... man. (to anyone who doens't know, i got assaulted on the street last night. i'm not physically hurt or anything, so yeah..) girls, be careful. don't walk alone. trust me. also, i would like to thank spencer for coming over right away and rubbing my back until i had calmed down enough to sleep. 3 comments|speak!

[23 Jun 2006|12:29pm] [ music | the slits ] i'm pretty sure i should just crawl into a little hole in the sand and die. yup. for sure. maybe THAT will stop me from doing stupid stuff. i MIGHT be getting a lip tattoo today. but probably on sunday or something. i also left my atm card in the machine last night, and i feel like an idiot. MAYBE TODAY WILL BE BETTER. god, i want a bagel so bad right now. 4 comments|speak!

[16 Jun 2006|02:42pm] [ music | the raincoats ] so it looks like the protokoll dudes will be staying at my house on tuesday night after their show at the fire (does anyone know what this is. i've never heard of it.) SO that means that i have one night of hanging out in philly (becuase i probably can't get into the show). so call me up. that will also put my number to 4 bands that have stayed at my place. good times. i watched lost for the first time last night and it's pretty damn good. now i need to watch it more. ( finally! a survey! ) 4 comments|speak!

[14 Jun 2006|01:51am] [ music | gnarls barkley (FUCK YOU KATE, YOU STUPID CUNT \m/) ] just a quick follow up: i do NOT have cancer. still don't quite know what's wrong with me, but it's not serious because it's not cancer. and just as i thought, i feel a lot better about life now. except that i'm tired from getting up early and my arm is sticky from the band aid. but here's something to ponder. during my ultrasound, the woman had to stick a penis shaped thing with lube on it in my vagina and wiggle it around for a little bit. does this make me a lesbian? 6 comments|speak!

[12 Jun 2006|11:08am] [ music | king and country (HAHAHA) ] got back from home yesterday. it was alright. i had to have a very awkward conversation with molly mccadden. it's very strange that we were BEST friends for 13 years and for the past 3 years we haven't spoken once. i still feel like i konw her really well though. also josh painter was there and wouldn't leave and i nearly vomitted all over my shoes. on second thought, the vomitting probably had more to do with the pounds of pasta salad and brownies that i ate. tomorrow at 10 i go to longwood for a very scary doctor's appointment. i will let you guys know if i'm dying as soon as i find out. i know it's just the hypochondriac (fuck spelling) in me that's getting myself so worked up about this, but whatever. i'm still scared shitless ebcause there's something wrong and i still don't know what it is, and yes, it's probably nothing, but not knowing for sure that it's nothing does not help my brain stop thinking about it. (i almost typed tit!! lolol) so basically tomorrow i will either be freaking out about life even more than i am now, or i'll have one less thing to worry about and MIGHT be able to actually deal with life and not be constantly thinking about the 3892174 REALLY shitty things that are going on right now. i always hate times like this. the ones where all of the shit in life has hit the fan. but it will get better soon, it always does. really when it comes down to it, not being able to help is the worst thing in the world. HERE'S SOME OLD PICTURES THAT WILL CHEER EVERYONE UP: AND JUST INCASE YOU FORGOT: someone give me a quiz i can take. i'm going to eat fruit and make a skirt. but it better be here when i get back. 8 comments|speak!

[08 Apr 2006|04:31am] tonight was a slap in the face but probably one of those slaps that make you feel better in the end 2 comments|speak!

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